Can I Blame My Problems on Football?

So Saturday is the big game! I'm terrified that State is going to get killed. We've played so horribley the last two weeks that I am afraid to get my hopes up. It hurts when you lose when you were really hoping to win. At the same time I just can't stop loving Spartan football and that makes it hard to not have a little belief that we could win on Saturday. Time will tell. I am blaming my stress this week and lack of focus on the fact that I'm worried about the football game. Horrible excuse I know, but it's the only thing I can come up with for how unfocused I have been all week this week.
I have been having such a hard time concentrating all semester, but this week has been brutal. I did enjoy my web design class on Monday night, but I pretty much just worked on my homework (starting a e-portfolio) all class. I can't even focus at work, I'm starting to wonder if I should go see someone about it. We'll see.
Not much else exciting has been going on in life. Two more of my high school friends are engaged. Both were close friends, and both decided to tell me via facebook. Not the way I wanted to find out. While I love facebook, things like this I feel warrant face-to-face conversation and makes me dislike facebook just a little bit. All of this also makes me wonder if that will ever happen for me, and when it does happen all the things I need to keep in mind, like calling people and not just putting it on facebook. And after talking to my friend Steph who got married in May yesterday, she tells me to just enjoy dating and not rush into it. She said it feels like she and her husband never go out any more and that all they talk about is finances and the future. I can see her point, and I keep telling myself there is no need to rush into it. Which there isn't, it's just going to take a little more effort on my part. And the more I think about it the more I know I do need to get a job and start a career and then things can move further with Chris.
Also there's a job that would be awesome for me up at the AADL right now. I don't want to live in A2 though so it's not perfect. Plus applications are due by next week so they probably want someone to start soon, and I need my degree to get hired. I do like that other than that I am totally qualified so hopefully if other similar jobs should appear closer to the time when I could be hired in the spring.
Enough ranting, I need to get ready for bed, class starts early in the morning.

Currently Reading: Glass (It is banned books week)